Splitting, chaos and anxiety -- now the only feelings in my soul. To express it through a floral still life, while keeping the aesthetic beauty of objective reality, seems to be almost impossible. But I decided to rise the challenge. A lot of seemingly chaotic fragmented details are brought together with color scheme and rhythmic balance of light and dark tones. In the background, I added an architectural elements dissolving into a haze of greyish ash. Despite the dramatic feelings that I put into this work, I tried to keep the major color scheme, to emphasize that even in todays fragmented world, color has its important therapeutic task. It gives hope, even in moments of despair.